No. I do not believe you would harm yourself beyond the excessive drinking.
[ A flicker of a glance toward Chilton's glass. ]
But I do believe your thoughts may consume you, lead you to lash out, lead you to say things over the network perhaps you will want to take back after the fact. Lead you to order Chauncy Anderson to have a lobotomy. And that is not the path a Messiah should take so early -- before he has risen to power and can be easily forgiven for such behavior.
[ He frowned at Chilton's smirk. He frowned even deeper at the maintained eye contact. Come on, Chilton. Why are you acting nearly flirtatious when you are in this state and Starr cannot act upon it?
He shifted in his seat and looked away from the doctor. ]
I've only been with the Grail for ten years. So clearly, I've learned most of my tactics outside of the organization. I preferred it when you were surly and angry to your mildly flirtatious demeanor. So please, go back to where you were before.
[ Which...probably only served as an invitation for Chilton to amp it up. Starr realized this belatedly. ]
Surly and angry really sets your juices burning, is that it? [A sick sort of grin cuts across his face.] When you bring someone to heel, you prefer when they deserve it.
[With a juvenile roll of his eyes, he did as he was told -- finishing his drink without question, and standing to be ushered by the ever-responsible Herr Starr.]
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[Beyond drinking himself into a painful state. But Chilton didn't count his courting of alcoholism as "self-harming."]
I would implore you to believe me -- I'm fine. I have been fine. I remain fine.
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[ A flicker of a glance toward Chilton's glass. ]
But I do believe your thoughts may consume you, lead you to lash out, lead you to say things over the network perhaps you will want to take back after the fact. Lead you to order Chauncy Anderson to have a lobotomy. And that is not the path a Messiah should take so early -- before he has risen to power and can be easily forgiven for such behavior.
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[It was more of a tease than anything, when Chilton smirked over the rim of his glass. He took another, deeper sip, his eyes staring at Herr Starr.]
Because I really have no intention to mitigate my behavior -- nor those alleged causes.
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[ He frowned at Chilton's smirk. He frowned even deeper at the maintained eye contact. Come on, Chilton. Why are you acting nearly flirtatious when you are in this state and Starr cannot act upon it?
He shifted in his seat and looked away from the doctor. ]
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[It was a smirking dare, a tease that Chilton figured Starr would not pursue. He knew how crucial consent was to Herr Starr. Absolutely vital.]
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[ Starr both warned and threatened, crossing his arms over his chest and leveling his gaze on Chilton and his damn smug smirk. ]
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[Which wasn't must of a taunt -- Starr probably did have explicit experience with that tactic.]
That part of your Grail training, or something you picked up independently?
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[ Which...probably only served as an invitation for Chilton to amp it up. Starr realized this belatedly. ]
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Makes you all the more righteous, doesn't it?
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[ Unless Chilton intended to spend the night here....and in that case, Starr was in for an awfully long evening. ]
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